After a month being silly and cruel to myself,
Its really time to wake up .
Waiting for someone that will never come , is the most tiring job to do.
Waiting for someone who will never reply your text messages , is the most upset feeling to be felt.
Waiting for someone whom will never love you is the most heartbreaking thing .
I think , i've stepped one step away from yesterday.
I'm feeling devastated , sorrowful , hopeless .
The scared feeling came chasing behind me ,
So scared to be hurt , so scared to fall in love so fast ,
so scared that no one will be there to catch me .
Maybe i should let natural take course and put it aside for the moment.

你的快乐，不是我能给的。