Hello.
Im here to blog, celebrated bra's birthday on the 21st.
Went to bugis and had a wonderful dinner at new york dessert cafe ,
Den we went to shesha at night . Reached woodlands den we slacked at titanic.
After that nicol and roger walked me n chibi cabi home :)
On the 22nd, we went to town , again.
The boys were shopping for their new year clothings.
At night, we went to 768 mac for supper and headed to roger's house.
I den cabbed home at 2am .
The next day, headed to bugis with xiaoai , bought a dress for new year.
We den headed to nex and i went home at 9pm.
24th,
went to nex but everything just fucked up.
I headed back woodlands at around 6.30,
I'm so piss with the train , met xinhui for dinner , somehow we tagged kahkin along
as he just knock off from work so we ate at kfc ,
did window shop at causeway den headed to 110 to slack as azy came .
We talk cock alot den headed home at 10.30pm.
Homed and played mahjiong just now .

I admit that i'm really tired.
Is it that i'm too rushy? I don't know, i wish i wasn't.
Like i said, i really don't have much time left ,april gonna start school, den how?
What about us?
I really have no idea. I supposed i did what i can , said what i feel .
But, if this is what its meant to be, i wont push you for an answer.
Sometime , i feel so helpless.
You guys were asking me , why am i so quiet and you guys are not use to me shutting my mouth. I really donno whats wrong with me,
isit that i'm really changing for him or isit that i'm too sad n tired to talk?
I want a job, i want to work , working can help me forget things that i shouldn't remember.
It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.
Sometimes i ask myself, should i try not to reply his text,
but, i know that if i dont reply , it doesnt matter to him anyway,
and this will cause him not to message me and we'll stop there.
Hais. Life is a struggle. I hate it.
We never really talked but , i've fallen for you.
Our eyes never really met, but, yet im here missing you.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?
Why am i always so foolish and naive, believing that there's fairytale in this world?
I wish i can wake up from my dreams .
What is meant to be, will be and for now i see it wasn't meant to be.
Too tired to hold on but too in love to let go .__.''

Iloveyouboy.