Hey,
Its been days since i blogged.
Maybe im coming in with a good news but, also a bad news.
I think i'm 98% over him , the one i use to chase after for a month.
Someone probably make me forget about him.
But, he's just like a shadow of V .
Sometimes i really wonder why,
Why cant i just get to meet a good guy , who will bother to msg me,
question me, takecare of me, and even love me.
I know im very talkative , i know im not pretty , i know im damn imperfect,
but, will someone just look beyond my imperfections and appreciate me for who i am?
Im really too initative, i shall stop.
Sigh.
But, now that i liked him , how to stop?
Sometimes , i can tell myself a millon times to get over it.
But, when i see him, everything i told myself starts fading away.
I don't like to see him spam cigg, i don like to see him tired, i don like to see him shy.
I don't like it!
I just wished i could be the one whom pamper him when he's all out after work,
being the one who will give him care n concern ,
The one whom he can share his problem with ,
the one who can make him smile.
I wish i were given a chance to do so but, i know there wont be any.
:)
Maybe, being like what we are now, is the least we can be.
I liked you (Y)