Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Thursday, December 9, 2010
Whatttttttttta dream 12:12 AM


Hi, im back blogging.
I tired day after work but , a sad day after so many dreamy days.
FML.
Anw, thanks bro and sis for being with me during my bday.
Thanks chibi cabi for that wonderful present.
Thanks shinjou for my fred perry.
Thanks Bilian and audrey for the casio watch.
Thanks bl for the hp strip.
We went town , eat , den pool and ktv.
Back to working, everything is fine, supposedly had a great day today,
with my workmates but, i just simply don have the mood now.
I don't know whats wrong.
I'm just a normal girl, i know im not th one for you.
yes, i know. but, didnt i try to?
But every words from u hurt me too much.
Why? why me? ):
I'm seriously so jealoused when i saw couple.
Sweeet sweeet cpl, its true that behind my back they'll sure have their hard times,
but, love overcome it what.
When will the one meant for me comes by?
D':
So many things affecting me now.
I'm getting shit from you, th one i tot i can always rely on, the one that im putting effort on.
Alot of things, you don know, becos i ddint have th chance to tell you, you see.
Hais, nehmind, i know what i should do next, for you.
I'll not message you anymore since u left .
I'll not think of you, miss you, or even feel for you .
I'LL TRY MY BEST THIS TIME ROUND.
Maybe, what you wanted is just someone simple and free for you.
but, im just not the one. so sorry for wasting ur time.
i'll leave .
no one understands me, fk up family.
Why is it that im tired after work, go home tio dao-ed , still have to sad n cry over you.
I tot you should be there to encourage me ,
suaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i guess its over tho it haven even started.
IHATEMYLIFE.
FML.







Its still an obsession.