Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Sunday, December 19, 2010
I wish . 12:49 AM


I didn't had a chance to wish you face to face.
Im here, it was a shocking news that ur birthday falls on today.
I wished i could be there but , i'm just too silly.
Today, is the day i should start to brainwash myself.
Get you off my mind.
Though its really hard , but, if i perserver , i supposed i can do it.
So, i shall let it go.
I wanna grow up .
I hate being treated as some kind of xmm when im not!
Im 17, not 7.
Time to grow up , myself.
I know life is going to get even harder after today.
So, suck it up and live with it, thats all i can do,
cos even fking my life doesn't help (:
Sayonara ;
for th last time, im gonna say, you occupied my heart ever since th day i knew you.
Thankyou for being the one i love.
But, fuck you for im not th one you love.
HAAHAA. ):







Its still an obsession.