Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Friday, December 31, 2010
12:41 AM

Hello (!)
Just wanna say , today had company buffet in the morning.
Had a great day spent with my beloved ones.
Went to movie with karynn and max (Y)
Everything is so nice :)
Rotted at nex, had fish soup and sogurt :D
Thats all.

I'll definitely miss max ttm!~




Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Riding solo . 12:26 AM


Hey.
Im back to blogging.
Sad days flooded me.
Filled with tears and sorrow.
Im sad, im heartbroken.
I thought we would be but we wouldnt anymore.
I WANT TO MEET MY TRUELOVE.
not my crush .

I was hoping for you to tell me in person so i can let go.
But, you never will.
and this feeling sucks .
-'- , fml.




Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry x'mas . 1:14 AM


I met shity customer today,

keep on persuing for free gift with empty threats, laughs.

Merry chrismas :D

Work work work, i spent my days working.

Working life suck at certain time due to certain reasons.

sigh.

Life getting hard, but, have to live with it.

tsktsktsk.

I still didnt have to courage , everything im doing now is foolish,silly,dumb.

But, im still doing it for you.

Silly me.



Anyway.

I'm really hoping to forget about the one whom i thought i have a crush on.

Or maybe just my motivations to work, whatever it is.

Clear off my mind.

I'm hoping for someone better and who will appreciate me.

thats all.




Wednesday, December 22, 2010
(Y) 12:40 AM

HEYYYYYYYYYZXC.
I'm here to blog.
Basically had a bad day today, i needa rest my tired eyes real soon.
Life getting hard, falling sick. Cough,sorethroat,flu,headache,heartache,all come together!
Seeing him daily makes it harder for me to get away.
Regret many things i shouldn't have done for him and say to him.
shag.
Getting more n more envious when i see sweet couples >:
I'm starting to think lehhhhhhhhhhh.
Hope when 2011 arrives, i'll meet my true guy.
My dream guyyyy.

Sometimes i hate the way i think negatively and positively.
I don't need hopes, just have faith in me, it was true.
You might not see me 24/7 there for you, you just needa know,
in ur heart, im always there .__.
I regretted th times i got the temptation to text you,
yet i will hope for your reply but end up getting nothing.
It sucks so much.
I cant judge ur feelings thro ur actions,
cos u seemed to be so different.
):

TNECNIV (Y)




Sunday, December 19, 2010
I wish . 12:49 AM


I didn't had a chance to wish you face to face.
Im here, it was a shocking news that ur birthday falls on today.
I wished i could be there but , i'm just too silly.
Today, is the day i should start to brainwash myself.
Get you off my mind.
Though its really hard , but, if i perserver , i supposed i can do it.
So, i shall let it go.
I wanna grow up .
I hate being treated as some kind of xmm when im not!
Im 17, not 7.
Time to grow up , myself.
I know life is going to get even harder after today.
So, suck it up and live with it, thats all i can do,
cos even fking my life doesn't help (:
Sayonara ;
for th last time, im gonna say, you occupied my heart ever since th day i knew you.
Thankyou for being the one i love.
But, fuck you for im not th one you love.
HAAHAA. ):




Saturday, December 18, 2010
): 1:13 AM


What a nice queue number .
Went to bought flip flop before working today.
Sigh. sad day.
Whats wrong with me nowadays? Ever since th day i knew him,
everything changed ): . im so sad.
You can avoid, you can ignore but at least tell me beforehand,
at least i know what to do but now i don have a clue.
):
SHAGGED.




Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Chapter 200 . 12:58 AM


Hello.
Its me again. Its my 200th post .
Today, don't know should say is happy or should say is sad.
Firstly, i was happy to work with MAX :D
He's present bought us alot of laughters and joy.
But, im sad today due to something.
Den i went to meet serene n bilian at bishan.
I SAW HIM, I WAS SO EFFING HAPPY CAN.
Den by coincidence, we took th same train at katib .
But, i know you're pretending that you didnt see me . we're so near, yet so far ):
Forget it. Maybe what they say is right,
you just don't feel th same.
Its gonna be hard for me to forget you.
My mind forget but, my heart always remember ):
单恋 sucks.
.____.'' Uoyevoli.





Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Imissyou ): 1:34 AM

Hey. Its me.
I've decided to blog today cos i've got alot of things in mymind.
Had been working at nex for the past one week and its awesome!
Though its tired , everything is fine.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAA,
I'VE GOT A CRUSH ON HIM.
If i don't take the first step , who will ? If i took , will you?
Meow.

It upsets me when i was ignored by you.
It upsets me when i don't get to see you.
It upsets me when i see you busy.
It upsets me when you don't reply my text.
It upsets me when i was hoping for you to text me yet you did not.
I know its wierd and out of a sudden thing,
but, it only takes a min to crush on you.
Im quite sure you're th one.
I wish you feel the same way too but, you'll never.
Im really sad ):
I tried not to think of you but ,you're 24/7 on my mind.
Even though if i could just see you from far away, that makes me smile inside my heart.
This makes you so special.
Iloveyou )":




Thursday, December 9, 2010
Whatttttttttta dream 12:12 AM


Hi, im back blogging.
I tired day after work but , a sad day after so many dreamy days.
FML.
Anw, thanks bro and sis for being with me during my bday.
Thanks chibi cabi for that wonderful present.
Thanks shinjou for my fred perry.
Thanks Bilian and audrey for the casio watch.
Thanks bl for the hp strip.
We went town , eat , den pool and ktv.
Back to working, everything is fine, supposedly had a great day today,
with my workmates but, i just simply don have the mood now.
I don't know whats wrong.
I'm just a normal girl, i know im not th one for you.
yes, i know. but, didnt i try to?
But every words from u hurt me too much.
Why? why me? ):
I'm seriously so jealoused when i saw couple.
Sweeet sweeet cpl, its true that behind my back they'll sure have their hard times,
but, love overcome it what.
When will the one meant for me comes by?
D':
So many things affecting me now.
I'm getting shit from you, th one i tot i can always rely on, the one that im putting effort on.
Alot of things, you don know, becos i ddint have th chance to tell you, you see.
Hais, nehmind, i know what i should do next, for you.
I'll not message you anymore since u left .
I'll not think of you, miss you, or even feel for you .
I'LL TRY MY BEST THIS TIME ROUND.
Maybe, what you wanted is just someone simple and free for you.
but, im just not the one. so sorry for wasting ur time.
i'll leave .
no one understands me, fk up family.
Why is it that im tired after work, go home tio dao-ed , still have to sad n cry over you.
I tot you should be there to encourage me ,
suaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i guess its over tho it haven even started.
IHATEMYLIFE.
FML.




Thursday, December 2, 2010
Bbq , work. 12:41 PM

Hi ,

Yesterday was a tiring day for me .
Went to get oz's birthday present the some bros earlier on .
Headed to oz house to help up carrying stuffs to bbq pit.
As things were done slowly bit by bit, we're all hungry.
Started to eat curry chicken with fried beehoon :D
After that kahkin started bbq-ing things.
I can't stop eating sambal squid and prawn.
It was indeed a fun bbq yesterday but sad that i've to leave early to work.
Didnt stay to sing him a birthday song ):
They send me off to bus stop,
I then met bl at bns , headed to dg .
Did set up at shop, den bused to orchard .
It was a long queue waiting for th pass,
everything was done at around 4.30am.
Headed home , reached around 5plus x.x
I woke up early today due to some annoying happenings -'-
Okay.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee.
Working at serangon later on .




Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Sentosa day <: 1:18 AM

Hello.
Its me, firstly, Happy birthday to you, dearest OZ :D
Okay, i'm back home from sentosa and movie :)
Met chibicabi this morning for breakfirst at mac ,
After that accompanied the guys to eat at yakun .
We than off to vivo city, daiso-ed ,den headed to sentosa.
Went to the old spot we went the last time during june :)
Did some tanning, played freezbi in the sea.
At 4plus, we den went to shower as it was about to rain.
After shower, we headed to vivo city to eat, some ate kfc, while others subway.
Bascially i didnt try subway before so i choosen kfc still :x
After eat, we headed to woodlands , for bruce lee movie.
Okay its nice and touching :/
After that slack awhile and headed home.
Damn that dirty old man i met in the bus, cb :x
Okay.
Im tired, need to do my stuff and sleep .
Today were spent great, hows tomorrow going to be? 0;

Bye.







Its still an obsession.