Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Thursday, October 21, 2010
I FELT SO STUPID IN BELIEVING EVERYTHING THATS UNTRUE. 3:51 PM

hey.
I've got my science prac today, -.- .
After that had lunch with Hbl,Achx,Cxh,Cwsh & Nsj (:

I'mmmmmmmm saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
2 things that i fucking feel so sad about it.
Everything is just entitled .
I'm not going to think about how good things will go soon.
I wont think about how my birthday is going to be like,
I'm not going to think that you all will be with me on my birthday,
I'm not going to think of that you whom have fucking take up spaces in my heart.
Its really damn sad .
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW IT FELT LIKE.
But, at least im someone better,
If cant love, at least i wont fucking hate -.- .

I'll learn how to choose friend / boyfriend wisely the next time &
I'll learn my lesson, friend is just friend, forever friend but, not more than that (:
THANKS FOR MAKING ME WORTHLESS IN YOU(S) EYES :D







Its still an obsession.