Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Friday, October 29, 2010
Bad luck SHOOOOO~! 12:34 AM

Hello :x
I think i'm having PMS today. x.x
I guess i'm kind of unlucky nowadays.
Anw, O'level bell had rang!
Eng,Maths .
Tomorrow is Chemistry, My weakest that pull me down.
Will pull myself off the bed at 10.30am to study :x
I hope i can at least get E8 or D7 for science than a F9 ):
Altho its nice to call is fantastic 9 , but , no thanks :x
Okay lah,
MAIN POINT.
I freaking lost my ezlink card today ):
Damn damn suay and it makes me worry die ):
Kind soul please return my card. Its my life >:
Ok th end.
Going to sleep le.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY KELVIN :D
You might not see it, but, still, finally 16 :p

Okay, lame.
BYE.




Saturday, October 23, 2010
Rainydays ♥ 11:47 PM





hey.
Im back to blogging today.
Went to school this morning with chibi cabi for maths remedial.
Off to causeway for dinner after maths .
Planned to go to rp but, the heavy rain put us aeroplane.
So, it is then post poned to tml.
I did my work here and there , abit .
Tomorrow gonna revise maths n english format.
Getting ready for O'level to start n end.
20more days to freedom . (:

Okay. nothing much, tempt to play audition for awhile.
Bye .




Friday, October 22, 2010
我过得很好。 11:24 PM

Hey (:
I just changed my blog skin :D
Yesterday went movie with Hbl,Achx,Jsjy & cp.
Child's eye rocks.
The movie was awesome. Some frightening scenes made my gf's scream :x
After movie, we headed to rp for dinner .
I then walked home around 10pm .
I woke up early this morning ;o
Had headaches staying at home.
Schooling tomorrow, have maths lesson ;o.
Okay.

I just wanna say, nothing can change my mind this time.
There's no fairytale in love.
So, face the reality.
what wouldn't be, won't be .
Life goes onnnnnn :)




Thursday, October 21, 2010
I FELT SO STUPID IN BELIEVING EVERYTHING THATS UNTRUE. 3:51 PM

hey.
I've got my science prac today, -.- .
After that had lunch with Hbl,Achx,Cxh,Cwsh & Nsj (:

I'mmmmmmmm saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
2 things that i fucking feel so sad about it.
Everything is just entitled .
I'm not going to think about how good things will go soon.
I wont think about how my birthday is going to be like,
I'm not going to think that you all will be with me on my birthday,
I'm not going to think of that you whom have fucking take up spaces in my heart.
Its really damn sad .
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW HOW IT FELT LIKE.
But, at least im someone better,
If cant love, at least i wont fucking hate -.- .

I'll learn how to choose friend / boyfriend wisely the next time &
I'll learn my lesson, friend is just friend, forever friend but, not more than that (:
THANKS FOR MAKING ME WORTHLESS IN YOU(S) EYES :D




Saturday, October 16, 2010
uoyssimi. 10:24 PM

Heyyyyyy.
Have been to rp to study these days.
Tomorrow decided to camp at home to study geog and chem.
the 2subjects that i've no interest in x.x

-
Life hasn't been good.
Imissyou, i did.
I told myself, if you can live a good life without thinking about it,
Why can't i ? ت
Its time to forget (:
Having jokers around is indeed great.
It makes me forget the pains ;x
I hope, everything will get better.
O lvl is drawing really near now.
JIAYOU CONNIE!




Thursday, October 14, 2010
10:49 PM

If you ever try to fucking come near me, i make sure i'll fucking scream to my maximum voice n give you one tight slap :/




Monday, October 11, 2010
11:11 PM


Misses .
I really hope, soon you'll be gone .




Saturday, October 9, 2010
11:23 PM

Hey.
Blogging again.
Went to town today, saw partner while waiting for gf at boot n shoes.
Went to bugis , ate pastamania :>
After that headed back by bus ><.
Went rp with jordan n gf.

- I wants to see you but, i'm so scared to let you saw me :x.
Okay. homed at 10pm.
It was my walking journey home, i strolled home.
Alot of things flashing through my mind, my attention wasnt at th route,
but, somewhere you belong.
BYE.




Shag. 12:12 PM

Hello.
I'm here to blog.
This few days is sickening.
But, nevermind, skip that.
Anyway, yesterday went study @ rp with BilianGF & Fadli Partner.
We're actually busy talking away actually (:
After that around 8.30, Bilian & I headed to Vista to accomplish smth.
Met Jordan there den we cab to 834 , fetch Xinhui along,
den ate our 'supper' there. YUMYUM
Later going town.
Okay. thats all for today,
18more days...

; Love will find a way .




Sunday, October 3, 2010
n_n 8:48 PM

Hello.
I'm homed.
Went to amk with mummy & her friend today.
It was a long 45mins journey.
Went to shop & eat .
Its wierd that when i reached amk, someone called my name yet i didn't see his face -.-
Okay, btw,
I really wonder why it turns out this way.
I NO LONGER BELIEVE IN FATE <:
Okay, bye.




12:47 PM


Hello (:
I'm back to blogging.
I went to rp on friday & saturday .
Yesterday went to have breakfirst with Chibi cabi Cxh at macdonald :)
Had breakfirst deluxe & its really crazy and amazing <:
Went to school for maths remedial .
After that homed , met bilian gf at 4pm .
Headed to casueway to get things & bused to Marsiling cc.
Went to ktv , after that met chibi cabi at rp.
We sort of going to study , but we end up talking :/
After that she accompanied me to eat my dinner at 834 .
We bid goodbye and walk seperate ways home.
I've this feeling which i don't know why i would felt it.
I guess, i haven been walking home alone lately.
So, i got this feeling of , independence :D lmao.
Erm. Yesterday thanks to Audrey uh , made me sob :(
27oct would be 2years :0
I'm not going think anymore or tell myself i might be able to do it.
I know overall you all thinks im a bad person.
But, its okay, i bet, from the day i started , i predicted everyone will end up
putting the blame on me .
If you guys were ever in my shoes, i bet you all will feel th same way as i do too.
But, its okay. Say so much, also useless , whats the point.
Sayonara .
I ♥ ACHX, HBL & CXH TTM ~







Its still an obsession.