Those empty papers.

Hey.
Thank god its friday (:
Did newsmaker after school today in computer lab.
Its kind of funny to talk to a computer :/
Went to eat sakae sushi with Jsjy,Lxh,Jsjr .
After sakae went to find Azy,Lkk,Ntck,H & A.
I join them for soccer :/ , i team with Azy & H (:
We won!!!
Its fun,the score is 9-2.
After that they promised to give me 3chances to score a straight goal.
Th third time i made it. so , we won .
Den we slacked there until 8pm, den headed home.
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Its not that i stopped doing but i stopped showing.
It's the 4th day already >;
You're my priority yet im just an option.
I always thought we were fated in everything like you told me.
I'm just too naive & thought that you'll always stay by me.
And now you're gone & i realise my love for you was strong :x
I missed you for the past 6days .
I asked myself, why im still here, and i found out,
its all because i love you.
Sometimes, I think other guys are cute, but everytime I see a cute guy,
I remind myself how cute you are. Of how much I love you, Of how sweet you are,
Of how you can always brighten my day.
And suddenly, that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore.
I play the same song, over and over again cause it reminds me of you.
I read the letter, over and over again cause you said you loved me.
I prayed , over and over again cause i need you in my life.
I wished, over and over again, to see the shooting stars with you because, i've a wish,
and thats you.
I can't get you out of my mind.
I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you,
how good you look when you smile, how much i love your laughters,
how you help me adjust my hair , how you pester me to be conservative.
I day dream about you on and off , replaying pieces of our conversations,
Laughing at the funny things you said and did.
I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me,
I then caught myself smiling & sobbing at what i've imagined.
;
I can't promise you that you'll be happier with me, than you are now, but if you're looking for someone to love you, I can swear that I know how.