I woke up this morning with tears pouring down my cheeks.
We didn't stop messaging last night asking, 'why' .
I cannot pretend that nothing eventually happened.
I couldn't stop myself from crying last night.
There's alot of memories of you and me, stored in my heart.
Wherever i go, there's a shadow of you.
Our love is so unpredictable.
I remember the saturday night when we spent time together ,
Going out for a movie, staying up late at night just to chat.
But, its all gone right now.
So hard to accept the fact that its over, we're over.
Remembering the first time.
the first time we played in the sea,
the first time you taught me how to play volleyball,
the first time you talked to me about life,
the first time we took long journey home from hougang,
the first time we went to eat dessert ,
the first time we went to eat all the good food,
the first time you gave me the doraemon keychain,
the first time we start playing the vulgarities game for 50cents,
the first time you hide my favourite hazelnut milktea,
the first time you suprised me with a lego earpiece,
the first time you shocked me with a letter.
Alot alot of first time with you .
You said, our love is like 恶作剧 ,
Strangers love, cyber love, it seem so impossible but we made it through.
Remember the times we talked about couple shirt,
remember the first time you said, one monthsary wanna go where,
I really appreciate everything you did.
I still remember when you tell me, when we first know in cyber gaming,
you went to google me, just like what i did.
I know i will be missing you ):
The only between us is just understanding.
I hope i can change , if we've another chance, i'll definitely change & treat you better.
I promise.
But, the fact now is, we wouldn't , i guess.
But, its okay, i just wanna thank you for everything you've done.
In the past 28 days, i might be crying, but, i'm happy to have you.
Even though you're irritating some times :x , but, most of the times, you're greatly loved by me.
From the first day i said, i'm ready to love you with all my heart, i really did.
I'll not forget the past we had.
Greatly appreciate your presence.
& our " Expect nothing, appreciate everything '' .
Iloveyou & i miss everything about you.