Those empty papers.

Heys.
Firstly thanks to stupidzxc bro for making me drop my tears today :/
Anyway, 我不快乐 , tell me how to make myself feel happy when my heart is bleeding?
爱你的心没变, I'm on the verge of falling apart now.
I ask myself to think about your faults so i can forget about you,
but the fact is, i just couldn't.
Memories keep flashing across my mind.
When i'm alone, i feel more like crying.
I think of the first time we watch movie together, that was awesome.
Okay, i'm healing in progress bah.
How could i feel nothing when i could have done everything ? >:
Sighs.
I never felt this way before.
我爱你。
Knowing im so not good enough for you.
But, i really did want to try my best but, i lost it.
May happiness comes by me , from you.
;
It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.