Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Wednesday, August 11, 2010
我的世界,你不在里面 >: 7:45 PM


Heys.
Firstly thanks to stupidzxc bro for making me drop my tears today :/
Anyway, 我不快乐 , tell me how to make myself feel happy when my heart is bleeding?
爱你的心没变, I'm on the verge of falling apart now.
I ask myself to think about your faults so i can forget about you,
but the fact is, i just couldn't.
Memories keep flashing across my mind.
When i'm alone, i feel more like crying.
I think of the first time we watch movie together, that was awesome.
Okay, i'm healing in progress bah.

How could i feel nothing when i could have done everything ? >:
Sighs.
I never felt this way before.
我爱你。

Knowing im so not good enough for you.
But, i really did want to try my best but, i lost it.
May happiness comes by me , from you.

; It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go
but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.







Its still an obsession.