Hello.
Short post will do (:
I spent my whole afternoon preparing things for tuesday.
I met Jh today for dinner @ woodlands.
He did me a powerpoint ♥ .
But still i think i can do better :p
Okay larh, nothing much.
Bye .


; Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.

A friend is someone who knows all about you, and loves you just the same
Hello (:
I'm here to blog .
Kinda bored in school today.
Everything is as usual.
Anyway i'm tired >:
Hope tomorrow would be a fun day bah.
Have been so lazy to even reply a message.
Okay i've been late for school this few days, jialat.
Saturday having physics . meow.
Okay larh.
I don't know what to write.
I miss all my favourite peeps ♥
Sayonara (:

Hello <:
I'm here to bloggggggggggg ~
Have been meeting all my favourite peeps these few days (:
I've not fully recover yet ):
Anyway, yesterday was awesome.
Lets get started .
20th ;
Met them all and slacked till midnight♥
21st ;
Went to bugis & parklane together.
Db , iluma with Cxh :D
Midnight poker with ♥'s till 2am .
Today .
Hell bored, went causeway for dinner w/ mum & sis.
End of today ~

Byeeeeeeeee :D

Hey,
Its been days since i last blogged.
I didn't attend school today as i was ill.
Didn't visit doctor , i slept for long hours .
Have headaches >: .
I vommited alot today in the morning, wth >;
I hope you faster reply my message .
I'm worried about you ):

Bye.

Hey.
Didn't blog last night because i was having a headache >:
Yesterday i met Jh for movie, after movie we went to eat .
That tom yam noodle failed , taste so ...
After that i bused home alone, as it was around 7pm, i'm tired,
cos i only slept for 4hours .
I slept in the bus because no one was sitting w me,
Till i felt someone is albow-ing me.
I opened my eyes and saw this bangala beside me,
Totally F him, he kept hitting against me and his leg came closer.
I didnt sleep after that & i feel so disgusted.
I pretended im gonna drop down yet he didnt stand up and let me cross.
He is totally sick! After i wake up , i feel so unwell,
feels like dizzy, headache and wanting to vomit ):
When i reach home, i fall onto my bed and slept for awhile, till 10plus,
den i started doing my stuff , bathe & chatted on the phone.
After that im off to sleep.
I woke up at 7am this morning.
I actually didnt want to attend school, cos i know im gonna be late,
But, i at last decided to take cab so i quickly prepared.
I look so messy today and i simply bun-ed my hair and rush out.
In the afternoon , im feeling unwell again, headache >:
Ate panadol , it kinda helps but, i think lolipop makes me feel better :x
So yeah, after school was perfect.
Went to 111 there to eat w, Nsj,Cxh,Azy,Rgxy,Lkk,Ntzk,Ozz,Nyjm,Pxs,H & K.
After that we played poker at void decks, i did abit of my chem worksheet.
Played abit of soccer and then watch them play poker,
Homed around 8 plus pm.
Feeling tired :/
Tomorrow is O lvl english oral.
Good luck to myselfffffff :x

Sometimes, I think other guys are cute, but everytime I see a cute guy,
I remind myself how cute you are. Of how much I love you, Of how sweet you are,
Of how you can always brighten my day.
And suddenly, that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore.
I play the same song, over and over again cause it reminds me of you.
I read the letter, over and over again cause you said you loved me.
I prayed , over and over again cause i need you in my life.
I wished, over and over again, to see the shooting stars with you because, i've a wish,
and thats you.

I can't get you out of my mind.
I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you,
how good you look when you smile, how much i love your laughters,
how you help me adjust my hair , how you pester me to be conservative.
I day dream about you on and off , replaying pieces of our conversations,
Laughing at the funny things you said and did.
I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me,
I then caught myself smiling & sobbing at what i've imagined.

; I can't promise you that you'll be happier with me, than you are now,
but if you're looking for someone to love you, I can swear that I know how.

Hello.
I'm here to blog today,
Current facing difficulty in typing because i got a cut on my middle finger -.-"
Then at first they still say , ''aiyoh, 不要想不开去割自己ley'' ,
i was like, even i want cut also wont so stupid go cut finger,
somemore middle finger >:
Hmmm, back to topic.
I took taxi to school today, thanks to that stupidzzxc bro.
made me sleep at around 1am last night.
iiiiiimisssyouuuuu~
It had been 5days since we last met.
I don't know why, the feeling when you reply msg late,
& i feel so 'creative in thinking' all of a sudden :/
& Sometimes i just feel that i doesn't mean a thing to you ):
I wrote a almost a page full letter today :x
想你的心没有减少过，爱你的心没有迟疑过。
I give myself until end of this month de time.
To change :/
Cutting down on vulgarities , attitude , moodswings all.
Please siam :x
I really wannnna change for the better man.
Actions speaks louder than words, i know.
I really did wish everything can be rewinded , but, this is reality.
I can't always make myself think that there's hope.
But, still .
I love you, always still, always have & always will.

;If you love someone more than anything,
then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Heys.
Firstly thanks to stupidzxc bro for making me drop my tears today :/
Anyway, 我不快乐 , tell me how to make myself feel happy when my heart is bleeding?
爱你的心没变, I'm on the verge of falling apart now.
I ask myself to think about your faults so i can forget about you,
but the fact is, i just couldn't.
Memories keep flashing across my mind.
When i'm alone, i feel more like crying.
I think of the first time we watch movie together, that was awesome.
Okay, i'm healing in progress bah.

How could i feel nothing when i could have done everything ? >:
Sighs.
I never felt this way before.
我爱你。

Knowing im so not good enough for you.
But, i really did want to try my best but, i lost it.
May happiness comes by me , from you.

; It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go
but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

I woke up this morning with tears pouring down my cheeks.
We didn't stop messaging last night asking, 'why' .
I cannot pretend that nothing eventually happened.
I couldn't stop myself from crying last night.
There's alot of memories of you and me, stored in my heart.
Wherever i go, there's a shadow of you.
Our love is so unpredictable.
I remember the saturday night when we spent time together ,
Going out for a movie, staying up late at night just to chat.
But, its all gone right now.
So hard to accept the fact that its over, we're over.
Remembering the first time.
the first time we played in the sea,
the first time you taught me how to play volleyball,
the first time you talked to me about life,
the first time we took long journey home from hougang,
the first time we went to eat dessert ,
the first time we went to eat all the good food,
the first time you gave me the doraemon keychain,
the first time we start playing the vulgarities game for 50cents,
the first time you hide my favourite hazelnut milktea,
the first time you suprised me with a lego earpiece,
the first time you shocked me with a letter.
Alot alot of first time with you .
You said, our love is like 恶作剧 ,
Strangers love, cyber love, it seem so impossible but we made it through.
Remember the times we talked about couple shirt,
remember the first time you said, one monthsary wanna go where,
I really appreciate everything you did.
I still remember when you tell me, when we first know in cyber gaming,
you went to google me, just like what i did.
I know i will be missing you ):
The only between us is just understanding.
I hope i can change , if we've another chance, i'll definitely change & treat you better.
I promise.
But, the fact now is, we wouldn't , i guess.
But, its okay, i just wanna thank you for everything you've done.
In the past 28 days, i might be crying, but, i'm happy to have you.
Even though you're irritating some times :x , but, most of the times, you're greatly loved by me.
From the first day i said, i'm ready to love you with all my heart, i really did.
I'll not forget the past we had.
Greatly appreciate your presence.
& our " Expect nothing, appreciate everything '' .
Iloveyou & i miss everything about you.

Hello.
Wanted to blog days ago but i don't have th time.
Today is national day as well as my mums birthday.
So , happybirthday (: .
I've came with a bad news.
I turned single today.
Life has been a struggle this few days,
i cant stop crying & sadness fills up more & more each day.
But, what is meant to be, will always goes its way. so yea.
Seriously sad & i also believe in horoscope la. so yah.
Hereby, thanks for everything you ever did for me.
I always believe that we're fated in most of th things too.
We just need to be more assure & understand about each other.
I bet life will change from now onwards.
I also remembered th feeling of ,
waking up the next morning & realise everything is gone.
No one will msg me in the morning anymore. so yeah.
But, life goes on bah. ive to think positively.
Studiessss!
Girlfriends!
Friends!
Family!

; If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

& lastly.
Iloveyoubaby(x) .

HELLO.
Time to blog today (:
Today went to school despite my sickness ):
Luckily its better than yesterday. *shag*
Okay, today celebrated Mr zaki's birthday in the canteen,
we look like we were having some party down there :D
75pieces of cake if i'm not wrong, wow :x
After that went art home & start our henna class :x
Revised maths , circles :/ .
After that headed home, met baby.
Went to eat dinner, he bought me Koi! omg :p
Den he bought me biscuit, hohoho :DD
Okay, i donno what to write anymore.

Byeeeeee.

; You don't have to promise me the moon or stars,
just promise that you will stand under them with me

♥ : Boo. We talked alot today.
Of course, i gained some knowledge out of it .
Thanks for telling me so much & i appreciates it.
So glad to know you, met you, love you & be w you.
No matter what happens, we'll still be the same♥! :p

Hello .
Im here to blog because i was asked to do so ):
yesterday went to watch movie w baby & co.
He gaven me this cute doreamon keychain that changes face :p
Today school as usual ,
After school went hougang to meet baby.
We went to eat den to eat dessert :p
Then he send me back to woodlands, we then slacked awhile and he headed home :/
Im having ulcer in my gum,sorethroat,flu ):

Okay luh, bye.
Thanks for th letter u wrote, loves it :)
Ily :p

Sayona'ra.

; Life's a dance you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow.
My life is better left to chance,I could have missed the pain,
but I would've had to miss the dance.