Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Thursday, June 3, 2010
5:11 PM

Anyway i said goodbye to my curly hair alrdy.
i wanto reborn :x

& im so pissed .
I know you will be here, see.
Break up already, become friend/bff,
doesn't mean i have to text you every single day what?
Aren't i suppose to led my own life ?
Is it because im th one who break & all,
and you're now making everyone think that im a bad person.
why making a big thing out of it?
I really hate it.
My good girlfriends, also my best friends, i don text them every single day,
neither will they text me every single day?
we have our own life & happiness what.
Don't i even have a choice?
is everything my fault?
What you want say, say infront of me,
no point writing it at fb & blog.
seeking of sympathy?

Oh please, for god sake, i dont wish things to turn out this way.
Have you ever think of,
How come i have to like wise treat you this way?
put yourself in my shoe, when you betray my love for you,
Did i even go ard spreading it?
C'mon,
i forgave you, didn't i?
Now im telling,
i will never ever marry w a malay cos i know,
i cant make myself to it, neither will my parents feel happy about it.
can you pls stop stressing me?
I'm so over it now, i really want to be friends w you,
but, how come you wanto make me hate you?
Idon care what others think about me now.
A heart breaker? a bytch ?
i don give a damn .
I got my life, learn to get a life too pls.







Its still an obsession.