Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Wednesday, June 30, 2010
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy(♥) 8:15 PM


Hello (:
Today is a super duper tiring day for me.
Perhaps , its because i hasn't been sleeping early.
I slept at 12am everyday night.
Today i doze off in class many times ;o
Have maths mock exam today,
After school went cwp w Jor & Xuan.
After that headed home, i took at quick nap while waiting for msg.
Did some of my homework, later gonna get it done.
& Yesterday was a sad day. (rip♥)
Okay, nothing else.
Sayona'ra ~
; When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds,
but there will always be scars.







Tuesday, June 29, 2010
What's wrong with me ? ): 9:11 PM


Hello(:
I'm here to blog again.
Went school today , oh ya, tml temp taking day >:
I was waiting for my gf's at bus stop this morning and i saw someone .___.
Today was another tiring day for me.
I slept at 12plus last night. :o
Don't know why im getting headache during maths lesson :x
Tml got el enrichment again x.x
Gaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Schooling is fun somehow.
Kaykay.
Nothing else to write already (:


; Who do you run to when the only person in the world who can make you stop crying,
Is exactly the one who is making you cry?




Monday, June 28, 2010
Argentina huat ttm! (♥) 10:13 PM


Random old times (♥)


Heylo (:
Its unbelieveable, first day of school,
Xh,Sj & i was discussing about world cup! :D
ARGENTINA! (L)
Basically Mr wong told us lame joke this morning.
Beetoven had this nice music that sounds like
" Teng teng teng teng "
Den he asked, Guess whats beetoven's fav fruit,
" Ba na na na"
LMAO :x
Lessons according to new time table.
Split up with some of my classmates ):
Homeworks are given during first day of school.
& im kind of still in sickness T.T
Met zul today as he did me a favour by helping me to buy lino board.
Tyvm . After that i went to popular to get tracing papers.
Den went banquet to buy food & headed home around 8pm.
Did my homework & abit of art.
Tml got PE >: Shyt!
Okay, guess thats all for today .

Sayona'ra (:

; Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest .






Sunday, June 27, 2010
Tomorrow is Monday ): 7:45 PM


Heylo.
I'm sick last night, I got cold. >:
Didn't sleep well too , Shivering and then suddenly very warm.
On & off .
Headache is killing me too .
Have to drag my feet out to meet Jor & Roger bro to do homework.
Still have to iron uniforms later on. sighs.
I just reach home not long ago.
Was forced to eat Yoshinoya ):
Having backaches! :<
Tomorrow school reopen already, well, im so not ready for school.
But, really have to buck up. O level in months time ;o
Shagged.
Okay, thats it,
Bai~




Saturday, June 26, 2010
I'm not the type to get my heart broken (♥) 9:28 PM


Heylo hi (:
I'm here to blog today, i've rotted at home the whole day again.
Bascially i woke up at 11plus this morning & slept at 3plus last night :o
I ask that pig to wake me up & chiong audi><
First time clear our cpl bonus :D
After that played cooking dash, so boring at home ):
Recalling one year ago ,
I'm very happy today because, i get what i wanted.
One year later ,
I'm too happy to let go what i have because,
at least i know, somethings that are meant to be , would goes this way too.
However, im very happy with my life now , although sometimes its a struggle :x
Alrightzxc. nothing much already.

; It's really hard to decide when you're already too tired to hold on ,
YET you're too in love to let go.

Sayona'ra~




Friday, June 25, 2010
这感觉已经不对,我努力在挽回(♥) 8:09 PM

Hello,
Just feel like uploading this picture without any reasons(♥)
Supposingly , meeting Jor,Ck & Xuan , but, end up didn't .
Stayed at home the whole day , Rotting soon >:
Watched youtube, Audition & Dinner dash .
Phewphew, time fly so fast ,
Okay lah, nothing much to share today ,
Just quite suprise when i visit someone's blog. ;o

; Gotta figure out how you stole my heart ~

Sayona'ra .




Thursday, June 24, 2010
Pokepokes (♥) 8:27 PM



Heyylo (:
Today i woke up at 1plus pm :x
I slept at 3.30am last night :o
Went to meet Bl , Jor , Xuan & Ck (:
First, we went to long john & then we headed to ck's house.
Was doing homework & ended up Gg :D
After that went to eat dinner at vista, phew.
After that headed home.
Today is kinda wierd day for me,
I feel like pressing my keypad, but, my phone just don seems to ring.
Yesterday was a half nightmare for me >:
" you go die laaaaaa ! -'-" ~

Before i end, you must be wondering why this guy photos appears here :

Happy 18th birthday (:
Happy birthday to Ms pearlyn & Tiong da as well (:

Sayona'ra ~




Wednesday, June 23, 2010
No road is far if it leads to you (♥) 8:28 PM


Hey(:
Here to blog today.
Rotted @ home the entire day ):
Youtube kept me accompanied.
4more days >:

-Confusions came in after i met you.
This is so sickening~

Sayona'ra .




Tuesday, June 22, 2010
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now (♥) 11:11 PM



Hey (:
I'm here to blog.
I'm tired last night & suppose to sleep at 2am.
& then , i was smsing till like, 3.30am den i go sleep ><.
Today i woke up at 12plus.
Met Jor & xh at 2plus to do homework.
But, end up gg la <:
We then headed to 300plus there eat.
Den we went to meet zy all at 111.
First pei jor go home put his lappy,den they pei me home.
They 2 very idiot. they sneak up to my house there,
When i was walking to the lift, they shouted, i was shocked & screamed loudly.
till my uncle opens the door, then they quickly run.
Lmao.
After that machiam playing hide & seek,
seeking for them, we then bus to water front.
Played poker, till 10pm, headed back home.
I'm boreeeeddddddddd~

Okay,
Sayona'ra (:

- Send me your picture, so i can tell santa what i want for christmas this year (♥)




SENTOSAAAAAAA 12:34 AM




Hey.
Back from sentosa <:
Everytime was funnnn. Tannnnnnnneeeedddd.
Basically had a great day with them all <:
After that went to eat & bused back to woodlands,
Slack at titanic , play poker.
Headed home around 11.45pm (:
More pictures @ Facebook .
Bye.




Sunday, June 20, 2010
I need something new (♥) 10:37 PM

Hello hey.
I'm here to blog today.
Well, today was really bored at home.
Was playing audi & went out with Bl to sing K.
Woohooo. Have to cab down due to late , plus drizzling.
Den 3china man trying to snatch my cab -.- "
Sing from 4pm to 7pm.
After that headed to wdl centre to eat.
Den bus home . wheee. tired.
Tomorrow is sentosa day.
I haven pack anything yet. Jialat.

; Hope your grandma would be fine (♥)

Sayona'ra~




Sometimes its just ... (♥) 1:20 AM


Heeeeellloooooo (:
I'm backed home mins ago, finish bathing & all stuffs <:
Today went to orchard with Azy,Ozm,Pxs,Xpd.
After that meet Rgxy,Ozz,Lyjl,Nyjm .
Window shopped, pool-ed.
Around 11.30 we trained back, till then they drop off at admiralty ,
cause' they gonna ton tonightzxc.
I headed home .
Kinda tired :o
Tml is rotting day! :@
Okayyyyy.
Byezxc.
; Sometimes all I need is a loving hand to hold and a caring heart to understand(:




Saturday, June 19, 2010
TOY STORY 3 (♥) 12:24 AM



Hey<:
I'm back homed & blogging nao! (:
Went to watch Toy story 3 @ the cathay just nao.
The movie is nice , 3D , roar :D
After movie went to eat at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. <:
Trained back home & i'm tired :x
Tomorrow is another rotting day for me? >:
Yesterday someone said i'm lame for like, 86times in less than 2hrs.
Sicko rightzxc? :x

Okayyyyy.
Thats all,
Byezxxc.




Thursday, June 17, 2010
Love the way you acts with me :D 7:48 PM


Hey there <: I'm here to blog again . Today i stayed at home the whole day .
Actually supposed to meet bro to complete homework, but, cancelled.
That bro say want to do , i think he ended up dota-ing x____x''
I used the com for the whole day, oh my .
Played Audition today, haha.
Welcome my friend to clubber's world .
Okay la, nothing much to share today,
because, at home, i have nothing much to do .
Okay.
Tomorrow going to watch movie againzxc :D

; Love gives us a reason to go after what we want most.

Sayona'ra <:




我还能做什么, 你已经不爱我。 1:05 AM



Hello.
I'm super tired & bloated right nao.
Met mates to watch Karate Kid @ Yishun .
Supposedly we meeting at 5pm, i was late :x so as my bro.
Around 6plus, we headed to yishun by bus.
Bought tickets & enjoyed movie,
After that got some things on, den we ended up leaving yishun at 11am plus.
Reached woodlands around 12am .
Wait for bus & headed home.
Shag, why spain lose ): .
I just ate my maggie mee , roar.
Tired , really exhausted ><.
I wanna sleep real soooooooooon :x
Bye peeeeeeps. bobeepbobeep <:

-/JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJINH.




Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Just reached home <: 12:45 AM

Hello hi <: I just reached home. Went out to slack w. mates. Went to play pool @ woodland centre, i meant, watch them play :x After that head to 167 i think, ate. Catch the bus home around 12.30am (: Tml watching karate kid, song bo <: Waiting for horror movies leeeeeeeeeeeeeh.>:
Okay, im pretty tired. even though i woke up late today.
Yesterday slept at 2am . <:

I sought for love, but love ran away from me.
I sought my soul, but my soul I couldn't see.
Then I sought you, and I found all three .




Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Tired :o 1:40 AM

Hello,
I just reached home not long ago.
Today was quite a tiring day.
I woke up at 7plus this morning , went to meet ___________.
After that around 12plus headed home.
Met Roger & zy all at 5plus, went woodland centre to play pool <:
After that they forced me to go lan , to play L4D2.
HAHAHA. im so noob. :x
After playing went kfc makan.
Den we headed to buy stuffs to waterfront.
Ate icecream <: , they go fishing, i had my first try, on swinging the thing out.
Roger was so afraid that i throw the whole stick out ><
Lmao.
Very fun <: , Ziming cabbed me home, tyvm <:
& I got my Vivaz pro already, sighs.
Abit regret leh. ):
Now settle-ing it, hopefully tomorrow no need rot at home :x
Bye~




Sunday, June 13, 2010
9:48 PM

Heyzxc!
I'm homed.
Just now played mahjong, lose ):
Mood spoilt,
Actually getting vivaz pro today, end up black is out of stock! zzzxxc.
I've gotto wait again ><.
Okay, nothing much today,
Rot at home ,
Anw, my perfume is here :D
Cotton on-ed just now also , heeh<:

After so much, realising the feeling of a empty heart is so nice :D
LAME!

Okay,
Sayona'ra <:




Saturday, June 12, 2010
Need a good sleep . 11:22 PM

Hello hi,
I'm back from downtown mins ago.
Went to wildwildwet this afternoon, too lil sunlight ):
I don't feel tanned & moreover i applied sunblock.
Having fun playing the slides & stuff <:
I only know i kept trying to tan myself, but , failed!>:
Back to chalet at 6plus .
They started bbq-ing, den we was in the room .
Playing with baby, after that , went out to start bbq-ing. (:
Super funny is that, when bbq-ing, sometimes will have a sudden big fire,
A kid just place the mashmallow there & there it goes so ''tanned'' .
Tada , from white to black ><
Lmao.
Cabbed home & slept on my way back :x
I really need a good sleep now.
yesterday i only slept for 5hours ):
I need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! zzz.

Goodnight,
Meeting tml? think so. :x
Bye~




Holiday! <: 12:02 PM

Hello hi (:
Currently using my sister's lappy.
Waiting for her den we'll head to pasir ris (:
Yesterday went to meet roger ,
we met at 8pm den we were discussing about what to get for zy;x
Ate at Mos burger , at 9plus, we went fairprice to grab as many goodies as possible.
Then after that we are really bored as the gangs not back yet.
We went to slack at Fushan gardens playground.
Chit chatting about past times , sighs.
Met Zy & th gangs around 11.47am <:
We then head to nic house for soccer!
Song bo, i never sleep ,until 6am in the morning.
Roger bro & nicol sent me home.
HAHA.had alot of fun duh<:
Okay, there will be more fun at wildwildwet later,
Let me get tanned ;x
Okay, thats all to say.
England please win later's match :D

Thats all,

Sayona'ra <:




Thursday, June 10, 2010
Just one more day baby <: 5:17 PM


Hello hi (:
I'm here to blog again.
Today is the second last day of school.
Oh ya, i woke up late today -.-" .
I jump off my bed at 6.45am >< .
Quickly bathe and do do my hair , left home at 7.10am .
Phew, i manage to reach school on time <: 'Heng ah' (:
Feeling sleepy in maths class today, sighs. lack of sleep? perhaps.
Anway , should i buy Sony Ericsson Vivaz ?


I'm currently reading my old blog, oh my,
So many memories flashing back my mind nao :x
Sighs, i suddenly missed my past :<><'' Here to share : ( A real boyfriend) When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok ,don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain && When she runs up at you crying,
the first thing you say is ; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"


Sayona'ra <:




Wednesday, June 9, 2010
3:20 PM

love you hate yo Pictures, Images and Photos



Hey(:
Here to blog today .
With the changes of physics lesson,
5n1 ended school at 11.30am today (:
Went home, feel so bored ;o
I miss town ):
2 more days to go, lets count down babe.
Can't wait for sentosaaaaaaaaaaaa:x
Sighs, have homework to do.
I shall go complete them all right nao :x

;
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

My life is all love for you <:

Sayona'ra (:





Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh ~ 9:44 PM






Learn to be strong everyday . 6:42 PM

Sometimes, i hope you know the reason why i did all this .


Hey (:
I'm here to blog today,
Today is rather bored , cell phone rather stopped vibrating :x
School as usual, have to rush my maths homework & art .
Sighs. few more months to O' level. ):
I hope i can pass my geog test today but, i will fail it :x
After school, stayed to watch the interclass game .
5N1 won, nice one classmates ^^ .
After that went to eat at 211 w AB .
Frankly speaking, status changing ):

I always thought i could be strong ,
Sometimes, i just can't .
All i need is your encouragement, care & concern.
I never ask for more ._.
Cause' you're special & unique .



To be your friend was all I ever wanted;
to be your lover was all I ever dreamed .

Sayona'ra (:




Monday, June 7, 2010
Where did you go? ): 7:45 PM

Hello (:
Blogging today again.
School as usual, life is boring ):
Anyway, chionging audi couple bonus.
Last already, den i will chiong my art, english & geog :]
Today kinda sad.

Monster, where did you go?




Sarang'haeyo .

Sayonara (:




Sunday, June 6, 2010
Just another day . 5:28 PM

Hai (:
I'm really very bored right now.
I've been rotting at home since friday, ohmy, what is this? ):
I did my art , but, not completed yet .
Later will try to revise my geog as tues there'll be a test.
I can't wait for 11june :o
Holiday, please save me >:
Schooling tomorrow again , awwwwwws:x
Well, today is considered a happy day i bet so.
Texting & texting :D
Sighs. Can anyone please entertain me? ._.
& I hasn't been going to town for quite long ><
I want to go hougang! Rawr :3
Nothing else to say , i bet.
Bo beep bo beep bo beep bo beep oh~

Sayona'ra (:

爱上你♥




Saturday, June 5, 2010
12:38 PM

Hello (:
Guess why i'm so early today ?
I'm in quite a good mood, however, have to rot at home >:
But, its okay .
I've just re-newed my blogskin.
Perhabs i'm quite sick of it already >< .
Anyway, this month i tend to get lazy :o
I'm gonna study later , i guess so.
& my art is not complete yet, blank :<
&
Happy advance birthday to ShangYuan.
Happy belated birthday to Cjh di .

"My love for you is my life ,
My life is all love for you (:"
If you get me, means you love me <:

; Sometimes , i don't know how to express this feeling .
It came to me without me noticing .
From the both having another part ,
Till both have no other part ,
Is it really fated ?
I just feel like, you made me smile even when you're not trying to.
I understand how strage we are .
& though , hearts'stolen.




Friday, June 4, 2010
4:16 PM

Omg, i so wanna blog today.
See my horoscope man :

Strengths:
Great sense of humor, idealistic, generous.
Weaknesses:
Will say anything no matter how undiplomatic, promises more than can deliver, can be impatient to the point of rudeness.
Charismatic marks:
Open and interested. Generally tall, strong legs. Clothes for comfort, not style.
Women act in a "tomboy" manner.
Likes:
Travel, being outdoors, freedom, philosophy.
Dislikes:
Details, being constrained, off-the-wall theories, clingy people.
Best environment:
Outside, on the move.


True about me in red (:
Omg. And guess what,
Horoscope's says that i'm in love with Gemini's :D
OMG. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet;x
Bascially today rained heavily & i was drenched ):
Ilove audrey & bilian TTM!




Thursday, June 3, 2010
5:11 PM

Anyway i said goodbye to my curly hair alrdy.
i wanto reborn :x

& im so pissed .
I know you will be here, see.
Break up already, become friend/bff,
doesn't mean i have to text you every single day what?
Aren't i suppose to led my own life ?
Is it because im th one who break & all,
and you're now making everyone think that im a bad person.
why making a big thing out of it?
I really hate it.
My good girlfriends, also my best friends, i don text them every single day,
neither will they text me every single day?
we have our own life & happiness what.
Don't i even have a choice?
is everything my fault?
What you want say, say infront of me,
no point writing it at fb & blog.
seeking of sympathy?

Oh please, for god sake, i dont wish things to turn out this way.
Have you ever think of,
How come i have to like wise treat you this way?
put yourself in my shoe, when you betray my love for you,
Did i even go ard spreading it?
C'mon,
i forgave you, didn't i?
Now im telling,
i will never ever marry w a malay cos i know,
i cant make myself to it, neither will my parents feel happy about it.
can you pls stop stressing me?
I'm so over it now, i really want to be friends w you,
but, how come you wanto make me hate you?
Idon care what others think about me now.
A heart breaker? a bytch ?
i don give a damn .
I got my life, learn to get a life too pls.




Wednesday, June 2, 2010
7:27 PM

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen'

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I�m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can�t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but'
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy


-----------------------------------------------
Everything in my life has a special meaning because, you existed (:




Tuesday, June 1, 2010
7:31 PM

I didn't know i could feel the pain . ):
"You were my everything" , i thought so .
You're th reason why th tears drops .
I hate this feeling booo. ):







Its still an obsession.