Hey peeps.
I am now feeling the same as the picture on top.
So stressed & depressed .
Bascially i'm v unhappy with family.
& today , another problem hurts my feeling .
Sigh, i really don't understand .
I kept asking myself, is best friends like this?
I know its a joke, but, the fact is , not everytime i can accept it.
I donno whats wrong with me, have to deal with this & that.
Its been one day we didn't speak up.
I suddenly have this feeling, which i feels it 2years ago.
& the feeling is coming back . )=
Friends come and go , isit true?
People says ,
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out .
My world is going down drain , i tot you guys will pick me up, but, i was so wrong.
Remembering yesterday we were dedicating.
I remember i wroted .
'.....4years & keep going' .
But, why ? whats really wrong?
I don't want to face this situation.
My life is full of hatred .
& Of course , i won't be a bloody fool dog that follows behind.
If friends were to leave, be smart to let go .
& if you were to , i will let go.
I know im crazy enough to get angry over small thing,
but, its a fact that i was just trying to wave at you guys,
but, you showed me face & ... .
sighs. fine .
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Anw, i prepared goodies for my dear friend tml :)
Met bf today, yayyyyyyyy.
Okay. thats all.
byes .

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art...
It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival."
- C. S. Lewis

I thought that I knew you
But now I'm not sure
You used to be friendly
But not anymore
Each day we grow farther
Apart and I'm sad
We used to be best friends
The best I ever had.
At some point things changed
And our lives split apart
I miss you so much
In my life – In my heart.
Sometimes things must happen
And friends drift away
I wish it weren't us
I wish not this way.

I have known you for years
And enjoyed being friends
Each day I am blessed
As our friendship blends
Caring and kindness
Thoughtfulness, too
If you weren't my friend
I’d not know what to do.
For you give me freedom
And let me be me
No matter what I do
You're there for me
So, thank you, my friend
For all that you are
For all that you do
We're best friends by far.