Hello.
Back to blog today.
Anw, yesterday was fun!
Its me & bf's 8monthsary.
We went to eat at pizza hut :)
Today he spent his day with me.
I do homework, he sleep. we chit chat, we eat snacks.
Haha .
Oh ya , & thanks to his lovely mummy.
Whom eventually gave me a sweet lunch yesterday which turns out to be my dinner:)
Haha. yum yum ! :)

Okay, bbyes.
I love zul :D

Short post ayeah.
I'm busy with my homework right now.
I spent 1hour plus doing my hair just now.
Gotta rush. Haven complete my chinese yet. ):
Okay, baby is working now, he left my place at 9plus earlier on.
Huhu.
Okays, thats all today.
Byes .

Hello.
I'm here to blog.
Well, maybe im still in new year mood.
Lazy to get homework done but, its all done now.
Basically baby starts working )=.
I'm starting to miss him as well.
haha.
Okay, thats all.
School is as usual .
Will be updating real soon :D

Byes!!

He is not imperfect,
But,
I sees him perfectly. :)

Just some photos taken :)
Tired of schooling, contacts having probs today,
After art have to chiong cab home , huhu .
Okays . thats all, homework Done.
Time to rest :)
Byessss .

Hello peeps.
Just a short post today,i'm exhausted after a day of shopping.
Went bugis with christina,xinhui,syafiq & xueqi .
Basically my main point is to buy shoe.
haha. So tired after one day of shopping.
school was bored.
today didn't meet bf. ):

Okay, lastly, i wanto dedicate this to my 2best friends,
No matter what, we'll still be friends forever .





And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soon
And there was me and youAnd then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels[1]As we go onWe remember
All the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives change
From whateverWe will still beFriends ForeverSo if we get the big jobs
And we make the big moneyWhen we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels
La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la:
We will still be friends foreverWill we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly .

Last but not least, iloveyou. Byes.

Hey peeps.
I am now feeling the same as the picture on top.
So stressed & depressed .
Bascially i'm v unhappy with family.
& today , another problem hurts my feeling .
Sigh, i really don't understand .
I kept asking myself, is best friends like this?
I know its a joke, but, the fact is , not everytime i can accept it.
I donno whats wrong with me, have to deal with this & that.
Its been one day we didn't speak up.
I suddenly have this feeling, which i feels it 2years ago.
& the feeling is coming back . )=
Friends come and go , isit true?
People says ,
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out .
My world is going down drain , i tot you guys will pick me up, but, i was so wrong.
Remembering yesterday we were dedicating.
I remember i wroted .
'.....4years & keep going' .
But, why ? whats really wrong?
I don't want to face this situation.
My life is full of hatred .
& Of course , i won't be a bloody fool dog that follows behind.
If friends were to leave, be smart to let go .
& if you were to , i will let go.
I know im crazy enough to get angry over small thing,
but, its a fact that i was just trying to wave at you guys,
but, you showed me face & ... .
sighs. fine .
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Anw, i prepared goodies for my dear friend tml :)
Met bf today, yayyyyyyyy.
Okay. thats all.
byes .

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art...
It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival."
- C. S. Lewis

I thought that I knew you
But now I'm not sure
You used to be friendly
But not anymore
Each day we grow farther
Apart and I'm sad
We used to be best friends
The best I ever had.
At some point things changed
And our lives split apart
I miss you so much
In my life – In my heart.
Sometimes things must happen
And friends drift away
I wish it weren't us
I wish not this way.

I have known you for years
And enjoyed being friends
Each day I am blessed
As our friendship blends
Caring and kindness
Thoughtfulness, too
If you weren't my friend
I’d not know what to do.
For you give me freedom
And let me be me
No matter what I do
You're there for me
So, thank you, my friend
For all that you are
For all that you do
We're best friends by far.

Hello peeps.
I'm here to blog, lets make it a fast one.
Bascially school as usual, tired of morning run today. gaaaah.
School's as usual, Luckily today we don't have to stay back for maths.
Phew. im so sleepy . haha.
After school headed to cwp with audrey.
Thats all. Tomorrow meeting bf. yay!
Okay, thats it.
Remember to read the love storie i specially searched on the net ok readers. byes.


(When friendship turns into love) -P/s. i sheded my tears after reading.

I didn't want to depart my home town, which I've been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel.

Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too. From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.

In sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 implausible years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into. My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him. We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other. Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.

The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight. I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it. I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure. I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.

One year had passed and still no sign of him. I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say, “Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!” and I would be so depressed. Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls. But why I wondered

I was going off to grade 9. I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all. I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.” However I had my doubts. What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me? What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me? A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply. What if all my what ifs’ came true? Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy. On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?

2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls. I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.

One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open. I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important. Unfortunately, it is important. It says that he’s sick and is in a coma. I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him. Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.

I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed. I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title its cover is blank. I opened it and started reading the first page.

September 17, 200*

“This is the day I left.” I thought.

Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.

My tears started falling. I admired him. I was in awe. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left. And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too. I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.

March 26, 200*

I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymo ---

And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened. I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight. That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time. There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank. A letter dropped when I was about to close it.

Dear Kath,

If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.

With Love,
Sam

By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep it was coming from him. I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.

“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I. Love. You.” I cried as the tears fell. I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me. I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke. But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary. I filled the rest of the book. I even started a new book since it couldn’t hold all my memories and thoughts of him. And I will always remember him. How he had been a good friend. How he helped me through bad times. How he loved me so much that I didn’t want to let go. I will not forget him. He had been the best inspiration of my life. He is the best of friend anyone could ever have. I will not forget him. I love him.

“C’mon Kath, were going to be late for school!” Mark shouted through our front door. Mark had been my friend since the day I first came to his school. He had been a good friend, almost as good as Sam. He kind of reminds me of Sam. Sometimes when I'm with Mark, I kind of think that Sam sent him to guide me and to be with me just like he did for me when he was alive.oming!” I shouted back. This is a fresh new start and a beginning of an ideal friendship. Or so I thought.

Hello peeps.
Oh gosh, yes, today is monday , plus the new time table,
Oh, so tiring, hate monday because , its very tiring .
In addition, English mock exam is brought forward to monday,
isn't that 'Hell' ? This is when my eyelids get heavier . :(
Anyway, i'm happy because this morning i didn't took the bus with that ... .
Haha, but, still saw la, spoil my mood also.
BUT, happy because upper sec & lower sec splitted recess time.
:D
Sleepy duh, with maths homework & stuff.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I'm dying . ):
Anyway , didn't meet bf today, huhu .
Hopefully that guy will fetch me tomorrow.
After school today, went to cwp .
Have my dinner with xinhui @ banquet.
After that just stroll around causeway .
Headed home around 7.50pm.
Okay, thats all, i just done my homework .
there's more going on.
Goodbye .

[ I'll knock you down & I'll gives you hell } .

Strongly encourage people not to be love drunk. :/

Okay, I'm here back to blogging .
Anyway, i didn't went to movie last night nor went school today.
Bascially i spent my day with bf.
He came to my house last evening, today we went to library.
Did my math homework, its like, confusing me . gaah.
Bf came to my house just now, he send me home & slack here too .

Okay, i should stop here alright. pretty bored.
Well, the hateness didn't stop .

Okay thats all.
Last of all .

Don't cry for a guy,
Let a guy cry for you ,
cause' girls give and forgive,
yet boys get and forget .

Byes.
I love bf .

Hello peeps .
I know that i'm no longer active in blog >< .
I decided to make over my blog .
Well, not promising i will update very often because
i'm really busy with school .
Today is our school's cross country .
Well, Indeed , its quite boring.
Every houses booming each other .
& Yes , i saw her, i don't understand why i'm a kind of suay.
Always see her, and it spoils my mood every single day.
But, i'm pretty happy that we'll have a split recess timing.
Gahgah. Not gonna see her face.
I'm actually very happy when i found out that quite a number
of people dislike her too, she's far too ... duh.
Tsk .
Ok lets stop talking about her.
Anyway maybe later going movie with bf.
Wanto watch the malay movie. haha.
thats all . Bybyes.

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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
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"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime"

Love is never easy .
These days were horride .
I never imagined my life would involve that saddness.
I'm seriously lack of sleep .
)=

Okays.
Thats it.

When a boy sweeps you off your feet,
he's in the perfect position to drop you on your ass.