Love me or hate me,

Those empty papers.


Thursday, December 31, 2009
1:41 AM

Hello!
I bet its about the time to blog .
Tommorrow which is hours later , would be my last day of work.
Say goodbye to tiring days ~ :D
But, the hard & tough days is yet to come.
Promoted to sec5, wondering who would become my classmate,
maybe someone whom i am not close with, someone whom i use to argue with.
TSK. how good if it will to be same as last year. sigh.
Nevermind, haha.
Its time to buy school stuffs, i haven't yet bought my school books anw.
haha. i bought new bag, time to buy school shoe.
my baby says he want buy everlast. hahaha.
Bored2.
Anw , im gonna miss ppl like serene , diana & all. huhu.
ok.
Thanks to baby who have been fetching me this few days.
yes , we did have unhappy moments all this while ,
but, you really filled up my heart with all your loves.
Iloveyou :) hahaha.
Byesss.

I'm gonna be a senior in the school, :)))

Byes




Wednesday, December 23, 2009
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY. 11:02 PM

Its rain.
No matter what day it is , its rainy day to me.
After that day, i feel like hell. so hell.
I feel so much of objection against it,
i realise how much i cant accept it.
Im thinking of what to do.
Take it or leave it, i really have no idea.
maybe i just don bear to do so.
But, i think one day i will have to do it.
Thank you for being you.
but, sorry . you aren't you.

TSK.
Its tearing up my heart when i'm with you,
but, when we're apart i feel it too. )=




Friday, December 18, 2009
11:16 AM



Perhaps everyone taking Nlevel is waiting for their results to be out.
Today is the day :)
I hope everyone pass with flying colours including myself.

&&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BILIAN GF

& someone you know you are .

byes~





Monday, December 7, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF. 12:34 AM

Hi .
I went to work today,
first headed to causeway point to change the display.
Saw my friends, ppl like qiaohui, my new friend, good ones.
Guys like, alfred,mingjie,hewson ong ,jacky.
Went to ps at 3.
I was suprise by a birthday cake from them.
I feel so touched.
eventually tears falled.
I got presents. birthday cake,
& i appreciate alot.
Thanks for all the birthday wishes :
Ppl who text,said ,
Marialina,
Zulfadly,
Qiaohui,
Xinhui,
Euson,
Jenny,
Jennifer,
Daddy,
Mummy,
Sister,
Aunt,
Grandma,
Uncle,
Meijun,
Joey,
Jacky,
Dishan.
sorry if left out you.

Facebook ,
Christina,
Halim,
Shinjou,
Zhanyu,
Weekan,
Euson,
Tendou .

Ppl who owe me a present ! ,
Hewson ong,
Mingjie,
& & & BILIAN :) (ps,i owe her as well >< )

Thanks for all the wishes.

& sadly,
i did not recieve bestfriend text.
ok bye~




Saturday, December 5, 2009
SAD 11:38 PM

Hello.
HI.
Today waas a saaaaaaaaaad day i bet.
Saddest of the year? maybe, tomorrow would be hell.
Yes.
Tml is my birthday, mine all alone.
Since no celebration, i'll be working.
Suddenly miss bilian gf, last year she was the only one with me,
this year, i got no one.
My heart really falls.
Im feeling so so down.

Isn't this sad. huhu~.
No life man,
Wish my friends were there. haish.
Nevermind, in all my life, birthday was just friends or alone.
Thats all, its just a normal day. i bet.
Alright, tml working at plazasing at 3pm till night.

Sad birthday to myself :( .
Byes.




我知道傷心不能改變什麼
wo zhi dao shang xing bu neng gai bian shen me
I know that sadness cannot change anything

那麼 讓我誠實一點
na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
Then, let me be honest a little

誠實 而沒有不能控制的宣洩
cheng shi er mei you bu neng kong zhi de xuan xie
Honesty, but without control over the divulgence

只要關上了門 不必理誰
zhi yao guan shang le men bu bi li shui
As long as the door is closed, don't care about anyone else

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面
yi ge ren zhuo zai kong dang de bao xiang li mian
One person sitting in an empty stall of a theatre

手機 讓他休息一夜
shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
Moblie phone, let it rest for a night

難 想切割切掉回憶的畫面
nan xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
Difficult, tried to cut away the images of the memories

眼淚不能流過 十二點
yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian
Tears cannot flow past twelve o'clock

生日快樂 我對自己說 蠟燭點了 寂寞涼了
sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo la zhu dian le ji mo liang le
Happy Birthday, I say this to myself, the candle is lit, the loneliness becomes colder

生日快樂 淚也融了 我要謝謝你給的 你拿走的一切
sheng ri kuai le lei ye rong le wo yao xie xie ni ge de ni na zhou de yi qie
Happy Birthday, tears have melted, I want to thank everything you have given and taken away

還愛你 帶一點恨 還要時間 才能平衡
hai ai ni dai yi dian hen hai yao shi jian cai neng pin heng
Still love you with a little hatred, still need time to balance

熱戀傷痕 畫面重生 祝我生日~快樂
re lian shang hen hua mian chong sheng zhu wo sheng ri~kuai le
Passionate love's wounds, the rebirth of images, wishing me a Happy Birthday..




Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Missing him~ 12:16 PM

Currently waiting for him to be back to sg.
2more days, i'll wait for ya ~
Today took mc, leg was burnt by hot porridge. haha.
Okay, im hungry now, growk.
Baby just called me from kl :D
Miss him liao. gaaaaaaah.
Gotta work tomorrow.
Okay, byes.

Lets count down for he's return & my birthday.

Sat will be bilian's trip to taiwan,
Be safe, and must come back with present hor~ HAHA.

Byes.







Its still an obsession.